Journal Entry: Wed Jun 17, 2009, 3:03 PM
Ok, my subscription will end soon and I must say I didn't really use it..
Yeah, truth is I stopped drawing sometime back in September I think. I've drawing some small stuff but they were just some random doodles and not worthy to be uploaded here. So, when my subscribtion ends I'll probably move to a new account since I don't like this username anymore. My new username will be something like Feta19 or FetaChiizu or just Chiizu if it is available ( I haven't checked yet.)
It's pretty much a shame that my subscribtion was wasted since my cousin paid for it.. I'll try to get a new one. That'll happen if I succed in convincing my parents to get me a credit card or something..
There are two basic reasons that explain why I stopped drawing.
1. Being here on deviantART makes me lose my confidence in drawing. Being able to see all these amazing drawings from all these amazing people doesn't encourage me at all. I've been drawing since I was little and I must say this is the first time I've stopped drawing like that.
2. I've recently got better in video editing. Or maybe I should say I've just gotten some attention on YouTube which makes me want to vid more. When I'm online I'm spending most of my time vidding rather than drawing. I remember myself last summer being completely useless and not vidding at all. When I created my latest YouTube account everything changed. I must say I'm pretty happy with my YouTube life (Gosh, I must sound like an idiot who has no real life =_= ).
Anyway, I don't even know why I'm typing this now. Maybe it's because I'm bored. Once I move to my new account I'll try to get into drawing a little bit more even though I know that this is going to be a busy summer.
Cookies to you if you're reading this.
Listening to: Safe and Sound
Reading: Air Gear
Watching: Black Lagoon
Drinking: tequilla :O